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I am whatever you say I am

I only see the paintings that are reflections of my #mind. The world outside is just one still big image. Our mind is the things that give sequence to it all. We create the world we see in our imagination.

Please stop, look outside of you, do not think about what you see, for a moment you can enjoy some peace and quiet. When the monks do it for hours, they might be onto to something.

We label all that we see, we give it value, we give it meaning. We create a sensation to correspond with what we are feeling. Every emotion, every desire has their own unique sensation, the mind recognises the feeling and can define what is going on within us. We struggle when we are introduced to things we have not seen before, we look to find comparisons to help us #understand them.

The problem arises when you cannot control how you are about to feel , the #sensation takes over and you have to battle to regain your composure. Have you had a moment when you tried hard to hold back laughter or you have cried for joy in a way you did not expect.

If you did not request the #emotion that might suggest that you are not in your mind alone. When you are arguing in your mind something else is talking.

No peace of mind, just cannot #relax, our minds are constantly conversing with many thoughts. Our thoughts are alive, our beliefs have personalities with pride and our pasts memories say stop do not go forward. We spend our time creating #dreams of how we would like to be in the future, we are always looking for ways to make ourselves feel better.

Our #consciousness #awareness is really the chairman of our #minds, our #emotions, #desire, #beliefs are all board members.

Who is in charge you might ask, I wish that was a simple question. Our conscious awareness, we would like to think is the one that is in control. Sadly this is not the case , most would admit, we are slaves to our desires , our hopes, our fears, our past, our body cravings, our beliefs and our Ego identity.

All of these aspect are really in control, Our weak awareness conscious chair person surrenders its control over the actions of the body and now is bullied by the rest to be the servant not the master.

We have now given up our purpose in life to live just to be an external Idea. We are blind souls looking for an external cause.

A sexual #fantasy, material wealth, political solutions, body image identity, avoidance of past memories, etc. We now spend our time dealing with thoughts arguing to be our purpose in life, trying to create emotional body sensation, that offer no progress for our soul.

Even love has been hijacked, it is now corrupted and has now become selfish. Many people no longer #love you for who you are, only what you can do for them.

What belief operating system do you use to process your reality? Religion, financial or relationships systems create the laws by which you live your life. The problem is these are all manmade and become a system of control. We spend our lives trying to live to others standards.

When I say belief systems are so powerful that they have their own personalities, they have learned to persuade the real you to physically defend them against someone else.

They can trigger a bad sensation in your body, when you experience something against them. Imagine becoming annoyed at a loved one for challenging your beliefs to the point that you would even mistreat them.

Is it natural to love an idea more than a person that loves you?

Over #money, over #religion, over I am right and you are wrong, has been the cause of so many important natural relationships being destroyed or lost.

We have become so immersed in these ideas, that we are no longer own our identity, we merely function as an idea looking for others for answers.

I do not believe in an external god, I do not want anyone to try and save me. The concept was created at a time when people lost connection to themselves.